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 No.21395

キタ━━━(゚∀゚)━━━!!

 No.21398

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I used to watch this show all the time at 6AM when I was 12-15.

Mostly after smoking marijuana.

I thought Christina Applegate was so hot in this and yes I jacked off to her.

 No.21400

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>>21398
i jhacked it to her all the time. also how did you start smoking weed at 12 wtf lol

it was actually a bonding experience with my dad, he loved the show and thought she was so hot too, he loved sharon stone and then i did too. it was like a father son thing i miss that

 No.21403

>>21400
>also how did you start smoking weed at 12 wtf lol
A lot of kids in my middle school did.

Some kids knew older teenagers who would sell it but rip us off of course.

I successfully grew a short autoflower strain inside my house when I was 14, in a rubbermaid tub with an air cleaner to vent/hide smell and a lamp on top with a powerful CFL light.

I tied down it's main branch to keep it short and grow horizontal. I actually learned a lot about growing plants from that.

 No.21404

>>21403
where did you grow up? kids did in middle school but i didn't until i was 15 a freshmen in high school. from 15-16 i literally smoked every day it was so much fun

i smoked a lot from 18-21 in uni, then i stopped after i mixed my dexedrine with it and had a schizo break. after all the shit i went through i nmy 20s i tried again at 27 and had horrifying panic attacks every time and literally auditory hallucinations and spoke to demons and saw infinite fractals when i closed my eyes. it wasn't laced weed cuz i smoked with my brother and his friends who were fine, i had constant horrible thoughts evdery time and still do whenever i get high i think it's the trauma from becoming a 30 year old and wasting all my godsend chances at living a normal life. i am just planning my suiccide now

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also whatmin the time i smoked at 15 i lived in north jersey maybe i lived near you

it was comfy tbh now i live in da hood

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have always panicked from weed
would use it anyway because it would generally subside and then be ok

but now it often causes uncontrollable trembling
i'll be lying in bed just unable to do anything for ten minutes with my jaw clenched just shaking
i think it's an adrenaline reaction

 No.21414

Just smoke more that's your problem you are withdrawing smiley face

 No.21416

>>21412
You have not missed anything

First, people get into some alternate state if they don't panic, and realize some things. ("Bro weed made me realize universe and shit") They could habe realized all these thoughts if they were watching their own thinking patterns and tried to unlock them, but try telling this to a weedhead (this garbage thinking gets even stronger when it involves something like LSD ; "Bro I realized this" - "I knew that" - "No you could not" I had this actually happen to me, it's frustrating). So you go enjoy this state of mind for a while but it just dies down after, because, in fact, you realize that other person was still you and you are you even if you are high.
Some people use weed to bear with overwork, shit life, shit jobs, but that's even worse. I had a shit job and I smoked some weed for some time - the timing was right, I could smoke peacefully (I am quite paranoid myself), I had a good source and I bought in bulk so it wasn't that expensive either.
Using weed like this helps to smooth out the daily bothers, shithead coworkers, annoyances and gives you a little time to separate your mind from those and think (although this is extremely limited). The problem comes from how weed eats up all your time. It's not that hard to spend your time on weed, a little eating, smoking, watching some dumb shit, but in the end, you will never do anything, just default to weed as a low effort solution. So the cycle continues, and you will still have your shitty life with a shitty job, spending time doing jackshit and when you are sober, this will all come back on you, how you didn't progress with your life, so to chase away these bad feefees, you choose weed again. And so the cycle continues.
After you build up tolerance, and the initial 'different viewpoint' stuff wears off, weed will give you absolutely nothing, just a little buzz.
Luckily I gave up both weed and that crappy job too and I never missed it because I know exactly what it is. You probably read the line 'weed is for niggers' on the boards and that's 100% true. If you never had any talent, ambition, sense of mission, morals, you won't mind weed. But if you do, you will grow out of it pretty fast.



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