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The racism and hatred here is actually making me depressed. Sometimes I genuinely wish I was just not born at all, not because I think being black makes my life inherently worthless, but because of the fact that my entire existence is politicized. I'm just a tool to some and an enemy to others. Every action that some random thugs commit will lead to even more people harbouring hatred or animosity against me and my family. I don't want to be associated with "black culture" and the degeneracy of it. I just want to be seen as an individual human being (inb4: you aren't a human, you're an ape, chimp, nigger, monkey, etc.) I should probably just stop using this board since it has genuinely made me suicidal at times. I know other people go through these same issues of being lumped together in groups but at least their people aren't seen as the real life equivalent to goblins.